I guess not.
I am rather frustrated with myself. And right next to frustrated is confused - thinking I used to want one thing and now I want the other. Or maybe I am just being selfish. I am selfish. I blame this on being the younger sibling though...always wanting to play but never having the company.
Maybe I am a fool. Please don't play me as a fool. My heart broke on the drive home today as if I was leaving a major part of my life behind. Not feeling wanted and feeling left behind was the worst part too - next to listening to the melancholy voice of the Heartless Bastards draining my ears on I-5.
Hopefully, I am not a fool.
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